5/11/06

// feeling :: bad
// prayer for :: ??

Tried to study SS but I fell asleep and had a nightmare. Woke up and went to watch Tsubasa on Channel U. But the dialogue's in chinese, not jap. Not fun.

At the dinner a few nights ago, my grandma told me that she's been praying that I wont go for the blood donation. Maybe thats why I "coincidentally" left my EzLink at home. She said I was alr so weak, and what if I faint after giving that much blood. I'm not weak lah...

Family's in an emotional wreck I guess. They're hiding it very very well.

I would've typed dad under "Prayer For". Hmpf..

Got reminded that he's leaving a lot today.


Half-packed suitcases next to packed ones.
Fixing of the webcam and microphone so we can still see each other and talk free.
Words of thanks for the ppt.
Blowing up of pictures to make it as if he's still here.


The day before they leave is always the hardest day. I wish he would just hurry up and go.


Stupid Loser. he really knows how to hit someone with the most heartbreaking events huh. Lumping all the hurting things together with the important things that need our attention.

I've O lvls and Arise and Build, then comes my dad leaving and Isabelle leaving W271.

Wont say anymore bout it. As much as I try, I concentrate on the good things that make me happy.